he likes to eat good food, to watch sports and he like to write
so desmond wants to become a writer who writes about food and sports
probably for a newspaper or something
see
how easy things flow sometimes
u just don't have to think so much
until the cogwheels in your brain get stuck up in each other
until your thoughts are not heading anywhere
until you can't think anymore

i want to show mom
how easily things can go how she shouldn't worry
i happened to read an email that mom sent to a close friend of hers
she reminisced how fast time had past and how much her son had grown up
such mood between the lines
so powerful
a filmstrip stated playing in my head
mother's fingers typing, wrinkles, silver birches, the Gobi Desert, a green train, the 8-year-old myself in a blue sweater, an orange setting sun
all these were ended by an awkward emptiness under my belly

mother shouldn't worry at all
because the son understands love
a mother's love



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went to watch Casino Royale with two friends at the grand cathay today. throughout the whole movie my antic buddy never stopped commenting on insufficient sex scenes and the actress's spectacular cleavage. the movie itself was only okay to me maybe because the storyline was rather loose the gamling part was rather hard to understand and the sex scenes were rather not enough. =)
so after that we went to eat swensens since my horny bastard friend never ate it before in his life. all of us ordered megaburgers (AGAIN!) and we asked for Topless 5 (five naked icecream balls, i mean scoops). HB aka horny bastard chose orange sherbet flavour which tasted exactly like the cheapo popsicle i always bought during primary school time.
HB said i was weird because i always bought unpopular 'art-house' dvds to watch. i said fuck, art-house movies are also normal movies that talk abt realities. he mentioned wong kar wai and i said fuck, i don't fuckin really understand 2046 so fuck it and wait until we are all 58 yrs old and see whether we'll understand. and we all hate feigned disingenuous chinese epic films because they are feigned and disingenuous. the directors had wrong intentions and they just contort the history.
after all these i came back alone and found myself feeling very alone so i started blogging and talking to myself...

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The future of cold is infinity.
The future of heat equals the future of cold.
--- Proof

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几年前的带子了.看得我手痒痒地.

It's at a strange time in a strange day. I'm writing down whatever that comes into my strange head, and the darkness of the sky keeps fading so very quickly things around me already are visible. yet another day is openning up itself in front of my strange eyes, and my strange eyes closed. for one moment I felt very afraid that I might not be brave enough to receive this. Because it feels so STRANGE.
Now I feel content with the way that everything's just so peaceful in life, especially since 'oh pee' was finally over on last tuesdy. no particular thing is going on to distract me so i can just do my own things without too much doubt hanging. everybody's living healthy. nobody is ill or dying or pregnant or divorced. well actually britney spears just filed her divorce and now federline becomes fedEx but i don't care. i feel free. what elso would i ask for? kevin, now that u are free as well so u should feel good just like me. anyway being fedEx is not as bad as ppl think. ur former wife to me is such a fatEx!
Well, I think I'm short of sleeping right now n maybe that's why my words don't link or maybe they never linked at any time in any other post before. this only makes a little sense to myself and nobody else so don't bother about what i say. no need. all's well and I'm in love with life and I feel fine.

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Uncontrollable Laughter

whatever makes u laugh.

A Good Post

internet is not exactly fast in here, just like usual. ivy said she'd check her mailbox every day but for the last mail i sent her longer ago than yesterday, there's no reply yet. im often able to capture wee bits of happiness in my life, but it doesn't stop me from feeling bored. i kept reading and reading continuously until i couldn't fall asleep. so i watched x-men, the first episode. what a bad movie, i thought. how did this manage to become a success that everyone talks about? or maybe i am the one with a crappy taste.
i can't stand the people playing pc games in my room, with my laptop. they're my friends, or are they? well at least they sound like lots of noise to me. i put on my headset and listen to random songs. i like music, it soothes people effectively, especially when u have just gotten urself a new headset. i don't have a new one, no such luck, and totally broke at the moment. i don't understand why all the headsets that i want to have these days cost at least 250 dollars. i guess i'll just save a few headsets and buy a BMW with surround sound system.
life is really not bad. i have lots of time and im making good use of it reading lots of stuffs and sleeping lots of sleep. i'll do some chemistry questions in the tys one day when im extremely happy or extremely intoxicated by alcohol. now give me some time to feel nostalgic. listed are few of the things that i've lost in the last one year, luckily i took pictures of them. i miss them and i'm happy they were with me once when time was really hard. i smile and i move on.

water container. went missing in late 2005.

coke & sprite from s.korea. i drank them. not sure where the cans are.

oops.. by the way, i picked up this notebook on the road today. not sure what it is. seems that it can kill people or something, but im not interested in writing a single letter on it.

f--- blogspot...i thought i could add more pics. never mind. u know what i mean. it's gonna be a brighter day tomorrow so get yourself ready. =)

+:mr.han:+ i like MAN U.
+:xin'en:+ i like u man.

mr.han_...wow. =)))

song recommended today: stefanie sun <懂事><不同>

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