圣诞夜
南京城淹没在无边的雾里

能见度 5米

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平安夜
我一个人窝在不暖和的沙发上看英超
昨天晚上打完的比赛　重播
纽卡斯尔　对　托特纳姆
两队用几个诡异的进球在上半场打成３比１
纽卡领先

极度郁闷

但

正在渐渐地高兴起来

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Body Re-construction

Latest link: 九吉 (click title)

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i was sick.
i wore no enough to go out and came back with a cold.
i threw up at midnight in my room then mom came in to clean up and made me watch like a dumb ass. i couldn't do anything bcos i had no strength to do anything.
after that mom scolded me for wearing too little. she said she'd warned me a thousand times. i couldn't argue anything bcos i had no strength to argue.
it felt like bloody shit at first but got better before long surely bcos physically i was getting well, but also bcos the appetite came back and i was still stuck in bed so food was delivered to the room all the time. it was freezing outside the blanket so who'd be bothered to come out of it?!
while i was in bed i watched FRIENDS non-stop and finished the entire season in 36 hours. i watched asian games during breaks.

so lesson learned:
Listen to your mom and wear enough clothes during cold weather so u will save strength to argue with her.

>: so, what are we going to have for lunch?
<: i don't know.
>: u know i hate fast food!
<: kfc?
>: great!

<: oh i thought u hated fast food.
>: absolutely. especially the mcdonald's. uncle donald is a gay!
>: but kfc?
<: oh its a little bit slower in here.

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i woke this early morning which was a short while ago and found something quirky; something glittered on my toe nail like glossy nail polish. after 1 minute i got a little more awake and realised it wasn't my nail glittering in the morning sunshine but the morning sunshine glittering off my nail.
i turned on the radio and it was power 98 and the DJ talked about a few Singapore high school kids (boys & girls) overdid a dirty dance. it was so dirty that it reminded the principal of his first sex experience when he was 8 (this one i added), so the principal felt quite humiliated and banned dancing in the school. so the DJ was like, ' what's the big deal? students want to dance just let them dance. this is the land of the free and who will want to see girls dance on one side boys dance on one side?' then i thought fck u, wait until ur 17-yr-old daughter rub her ass on ur colleague's 16-yr-old boy's p---- on a stage then you say it. i finished up the thought and switched to another programme talking about asian games.
so quirky thoughts popped to my head again: my parents were dancing to an old folk music and that already freaked me out but after that they went on to have some sex in an unfamiliar room. hours later i was made as a zygote and months later i was born so i was quite sure it must be the yr 1988. it felt so cold outside mama so it must be around 14th January. we didn't have much money at first but they still bought me toy soldiers power rangers and ugly transformers. mama took me to KFC once a month for the new toy and dad threw me on his motor bike we went to the ocean park on its openning day. i started feeling very thankful so i sent them each a msg just to wish them a happy day. now im feeling sad because i can't remember when i got taller than my parents.

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