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深呼吸!! JOY/HAPPINESS/PEACE/LOVE/PHILOSOPHY mementos......
Sunday, May 21, 2006
五月二十一日
it's tough times that i'll have to go through. times when i feel completely out of place and agoraphobic. the strangeness is all over me,chiselling into every inch of skin of mine,and then i got really scared. many times i raised my head from the crossed arms to take a better look around,but i felt pretty void.
i kept listening to Chinese songs these days because i miss that sense of security,or tranquility,or whatever it should be described as... sorry i can't fit,and sorry i'm random.nobody managed to catch me.=)
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That might be my First PMS,after the long long wait of 18 years and 4 months...
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i will get rid of the fidget soon =)
but before that,i want to remain silent,so please leave me alone.
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看看...看你大爷! 我把你放倒!! 哈!
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"ORANGE ON THE ROAD TO GOLD!!!"
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
"abnormal"
On every day there's just a few more people who come up and tell me,"Hey!You don't look like a PRC you know..." Well,what can I do about it?I just smiled to so many of them.I felt totally lazy to explain and try to change the way they think.Some scholars here are weird..and they made people like me look somewhat abnormal,hehe.For many times,this made me think of all those friends I had in China.
I opened some of my old friends' blogs and got surprised to see many recent pictures of them,and know about their cheerful lives.
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XiaHan is previously from Nanjing Foreign Language School (NFLS) for Junior High 1-3 (Sec1-3),and that's why he's so "abnormal",because the whole school is "abnormal",weird,mad,spastic and psychotic.
He learned to speak some "abnormal" American-style English there,but 3 years ago, he travelled to a really small island,and abnormally learned to speak the Phua Chu Kang kind of English.Anyway,cut all all the crap,he still misses his old friends a lot......
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Michael,one of my 3 best friends (Ricky,Michael,Ray).
This man sat beside me when we had English classes in NFLS..still remember the times we ate dumplings together in the class under Ms.King's nose,and she was too dumb to find out.haha.Actually she was a nice teacher,although Michael couldn't agree with it.
He just went to Canada few days ago for university studies.I hope he can do well =)
(nice hairdo..heh)
Ray,another one of 3 best friends.Btw,we called ourselves F4 then (-.-")
He studied in Denmark for 1 or 2 yrs and thus became trilingual,but both his English and Danish are pathetically screwed up...He will speak Danish to you for the whole day while u don't understand a word,but he can never beat me - I fucking speak SINGLISH! haha!
He's studying Economics in Wuhan University this year.He doesn't look like he's 18 yrs old,but he won't admit it.
Ray's a very sweet guy,but a lame prankster at certain times.
Lulu.She had a bf in my class damn long ago,and i had known her bf since my primary 3 in some maths olympiad training(*pressuriszed East-Asian Kids).haha...Lulu is a kind-hearted,cool,profound and outspoken girl..her racing-bike that she rode to school was really nice(I rode my mother's bike to school when I was in Sec.1,which was totally embarassing).I don't know whether she still has it.She went to Canada with Michael together.Hehe.She lent me some porn dvds before if I'm not wrong.Haha. I was such a good boy.
She travelled to a small town which I have never heard of with the girl below for a few days.*Sorry.Such a cool thing cannot be done very easily by students in Singapore.Well,forget about it and let's go Orchard. =)
Ding Yunqian,that's her full name,and I can't remember how friends call her these days.She's my ex-classmate.I put her picture (*Real person looks much better )here cuz i was very surprised when i saw it.I probably had almost forgotten about this person then.We once read the same comic series and talked alot about it,and she actually sat somewhere near to me in the class,perpetually preaching me about her homosexual theories for the entire year...
and maybe this is how she has practised her theories...haha. (sorry Spencer,and all homophobics "stoning" in front of this picture right now =P)
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and...
More spastic pictures by
Ray & Hunter
(they think are a really trendy communist hip-hop band)
* My friend watched their Music Video and puked 8 times in the second day...traumatizing...
There are many more people who weren't mentioned above..but XiaHan loves them all. =)
Take care people.
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
五月十三日
Okay,as more than one people requested,i'm writing this entry in English. I'm not too good in English, so u gotta be prepared to bear with my grammatical errors,spelling errors,expression errors,parallax errors,random and systematic errors.I posted those entries in Chinese basically because I couldn't get the feel to express my emotions in a foreign language that i just started speaking no longer than 3 years ago..so that i wouldn't sound natural..it could have possibly ended up pretty lame.
urmm..a few things to announce:
(1) This is 'a bit' late to say.As the whole world already know,XIA HAN is the House Captain of Lynx this year. (-.-")...ahem..anyway I was very surprised by the results.Totally,I didn't expect to become captain or anything.I just wanted to get in and didn't think that far,and until now,I still have no idea what a captain is supposed to do.Also,really sad for Daniel and Felicia..They could've become really good house comms..and I even expected Daniel to become a captain...I read his blog just now..no idea whether he's gonna see this entry.He's such a great pal to work and play with..and Felicia too,we all know how much effort u put into the cheerleading stuffs..no one can be a better house leader than u.u just screwed up a speech,that's all *oOps*
anyway,I will remember the good times we had.the voters just don't know enough..no more than that 3 minutes of cheerleading (20 minutes for A-Q-U-I-L-A,hehe)
of course i must congratulate the other 3 house comm. members: Jason,Weishan,Zhao Hong =) Well done for y'all!! But still, 6 of us are forever house comm. nominees. As the CAPTAIN *clear throat*,I hereby urge all of you to 使出吃奶的力气 work together for Lynx, and be really cool~ haha.Hope we can have a pledge for invetiture: We,the house committee members of VJC,pledge to become...really cool,really funny,really,realy...urghh..really cheenah and nerdy =D
All the best guys! We have bright future =) Daniel and Weishan: Kick some balls in ur semi-finals --"
Oh yeah..lastly,how the hell can I forget about the whole 06S53 + Charles from S52,who kept shouting my name however whenever and wherever they wanted..Thank you guys =)
(2) My dear hostel friend,our revered CT rep,Xiaoyun's Da Niu,has opened his blog:
Haha..Go down and support!!no matter u know him or not..because he's such a nice friend.He's very cool too.He went fishing with another guy at 3 am on Friday.
(3) -I'm watching Band of Brothers for the second time.It's really cool~
-I bought DeathNote 9,10. Kira's father died,and...well that's all I can remember...
-I'm going to the Chinese Drama Night with the CL ppl. from the class..heard the show
was gonna be nice,lots of friends on stage..interesting.
-I watched a DVD called "Monster-in-Law" yesterday..quite a waste of time..bad show..
J.Lo's got a pretty smile.
- Listening to Jason Mraz all day long......
(4) Softball: [Guys] Victoria 5-1 HCI
[Girls] Victoria 9-5 RJC
touching games......
(5) Studying Ecomonics...It's getting my head feel like bloated..
Last but not least, WHO THE HELL IS EGG?! Come and report to me!!
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