五月二十一日

it's tough times that i'll have to go through. times when i feel completely out of place and agoraphobic. the strangeness is all over me,chiselling into every inch of skin of mine,and then i got really scared. many times i raised my head from the crossed arms to take a better look around,but i felt pretty void.
i kept listening to Chinese songs these days because i miss that sense of security,or tranquility,or whatever it should be described as... sorry i can't fit,and sorry i'm random.nobody managed to catch me.=)
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That might be my First PMS,after the long long wait of 18 years and 4 months...
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i will get rid of the fidget soon =)
but before that,i want to remain silent,so please leave me alone.
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看看...看你大爷! 我把你放倒!! 哈!
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"ORANGE ON THE ROAD TO GOLD!!!"

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