Cobain is 40 today. I'm 19.
Nirvana was formed in 1986. Cobain was 19.
Cobain couldn't expect what was coming for him, neither could I.

Music never saved me from the fears.
Not even once.
Music only supports my back,
And makes sure that I don't fall.
It's okay when you sleep.
Just listen to the lyrics with no thoughts.
Just pretend that you don't exist.

My wife was the one that saved me.
I love you. I love you.
You always make me happy.
You broke into my cell and the light started shining through.
Love became so secure.
Peppy love between the spirits.

Did friends stop lasting? Did I cease exerting?
It seems that I no longer have the energy to spare.
All those people who pushed me into pains,
Who made feel me a little bit happier,
And those who hurt me badly again.
All the patrons of my life. They all just faded away.
And my friends right in front of me, you all will just evaporate.

She said I'm easily satisfied and I know why. =)

By the way I'm proud that my parents love me and I love them back.

New Year has come and I wish myself happy. I know I am.

=)

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